The bombs will bring us together

blue_glue @ 2005-03-02T23:30:00

2005-03-03T04:33:05Z

once again kristen camuso is being an asshole who doesnt allow comments. so once again im writing an entry to comment. i think thats what i'll use this for since i dont use it for anything else and the comments will be proclaimed to the whole livejournal community (aka the 3? people who actually see my page)

so... kcamuso i love you more then bread. and i know you are 16 and you do too but you need
ME right? RIGHT?!

blue_glue @ 2005-01-31T22:01:00

2005-02-01T03:05:01Z

Since k camuso is being a jerk who doesn't allow comments on her page, im just going to comment on her entry as one of my own. And since this journal is just, you know, pointless... i may as well use it to do pointless things.

THIS SUMMER. CAR. ROOM. SLEEP IN CAR. UMMMM SHOWER AT HOUSE? WHO NEEDS TO BE CLEAN, PLEASE! NO PHONES. NO MESSAGES. NO CONTACT. 3 DAYS... 3 3 3 3 3 3 3. SUMMER SOON SUMMER SOON AWAY FROM EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. AND ALL OF EVERYTHING'S FRIENDS... AWAY FROM THEM TOO. SO REMEMBER, JUUUUST REMEMBER.

so that, kcamuso, is what i would have written as a comment if you allowed them. FARETHEEWELL.

blue_glue @ 2005-01-09T20:56:00

2005-01-10T01:57:29Z

blue_glue @ 2004-12-09T23:32:00

2004-12-10T04:43:07Z

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blue_glue @ 2004-12-08T17:26:00

2004-12-08T22:30:08Z

Red Crayon 7: winky face means i'm eating a twinkie & thinking of you.

oh and did i mention WE HAVE FRONT ROW SEATS AT BRIGHT EYESSSSSSSS!!!

blue_glue @ 2004-11-13T21:50:00

2004-11-14T03:24:15Z

this is procrasting writing my history research paper, so if i get off topic (of whatever the topic of this update might be), forgive me

lets start out with what my paper is about... the effects of propaganda leading up to and during the revolutionary war. neat, right? propaganda... fun stuff. BUT NOT when you need two book sources and there are none to be found. I am veeerrryyyy dissappointed in the selection at the lower perk library. it's mini! this paper is due monday. GAH

tomorrow i am going to a college fair in phila! and im excited because i have no idea where i want to go... and maybe this will help me? pitt is an option, of course, it always has been. but anywhere else? iiiii dddddooonnnn'tttttt kkkknnnnoooowwwwwwww!!!

now, onto the matter of junior year. i like it better then sophomore year, but it's still not good because its like "i am so ready to get the hell out of high school but, oh wait, I HAVE A WHOLE NOTHER YEAR AFTER THIS!" and then i thought about how, assuming i live to 80, i am 1/5 through my entire life. 1/5! so on a timeline its like this:

*----

so why is that so weird? because it seems so short but so long- like i dont feel like ive lived that long or experienced that much, and its weird to think that i only have four more of this amount of time left... but it also seems soooo long. i mean, between the ages of 0 and 16, the change is so unbelieviably drastic. that's when the most development occurs, and it's almost like that's what has kept me, us, occupied- the change. so what kind of change is going to happen the next 4/5 of my life? growing up i guess, because you never really stop growing up... but what is growing up? is it becoming more mature? wiser? more experienced? or just by default, because of the years. Like I felt like i've learned so much in 16 years but what else am i going to learn, because i dont think I want to learn this much every 16 years. It's like the decline of innocence... but maybe its like a circle, because when i'm old, i want to be happily deprived of anything going on outside of my friends and family... but that's a long time from now. there are 13 year olds wiser and more mature then 35 year olds, i guess they're more grown up, but it doesn't seem right, because they're still kids.

a few months ago, before going to college, someone told me that he was having a really weird summer because he felt like he had just grown up. i don't think i understood him then, and still don't think i do, because i don't think he is.

on a depressing side note, my cat, rosie, was run over by a car a few days ago. It's weird, because i keep expecting her to jump up on my chair or be at the door when i go to open it in the morning, but she won't. It was the same with my aunt, it didnt seem real... I dont think Ive really grasped the concept of death yet... or maybe its just different to me then everyone else. I mean, I'm sad obviously, but since when has life become so fragile? since this month, apparently... but till doesnt seem real.

but we might be getting two kittens! one is to keep and one is to let grow a little bit and be friendly so we can give it to my namma for christmas, and I'm really excited for that

on an upnote now! play is going very well, or as well as it can go at least. There's still a little drama, but thats alright, drama cant really be stopped in an environment like that. DEC 3 AND 4 EVERYBODY COME!

AH and on the topic of drama... oh man. At work today, bridget walked into einsteins with the rest of the cheerleaders (coming from pracitce i assume) completely freaking out, because some random girl out in the parking lot threatened to beat her up. for doing what? sticking out her tongue. the story goes that as the cheerleaders were walking through the parkinglot, these random girls (17, 18?) were "staring at her meannnnn", and so, in retaliation, she stuck out her tongue... causing them to ??fight in the parking lot or go to her house and beat her up?? since when is sticking out your tongue some horrible offence? either way, i didnt really pay attention to whatever was said after that... but it was hilarious... my entertainment of the day. DRAMA STARTED OVER A MEAN STARE AND STICKING OUT A TONGUE! its so sad, so funny... and so one of the reasons i want out of highschool. now. now. now. now. now. now.

someone once told me that going from high school to college is like going from tv to movies. I hope that's the case, because as hard as it is for me to describe why that makes so much sense to me... i love it.

blue_glue @ 2004-10-31T00:07:00

2004-10-31T04:17:17Z

me

+

janelle

=

THE GREATEST TWO OF THINGS THAT ARE NOT REGULAR THINGS.

i would like to add that i was stopped at school to get my picture taken to put in the yearbook in the halloween section. yea bitches.

blue_glue @ 2004-10-16T23:17:00

2004-10-17T03:56:39Z

so i am confused, as in confused confused super confused my head is about to pop off my neck and fly to east jabumblefuck confused

psh whateva, its high school. it doesnt matter anyways.

regardless... i think its about time for an update, and by an update i mean bullets because i'm too tired to formulate a coherent paragraph

-play is going well... this year is the first year that i'm actaully one of the teachers/choreographers, so i get to see all the behind the scenes stuff; which is really just more drama then i want to be around. whatever, its going well and i think it will turn out nicely

-musical? les miserables... im considering trying out, apparently abby already signed me up for it

-i got my permit thursday, finally!

-i went back to johnstown thurs-fri because my aunt passed away. it was a really difficult experience, because all of the same people that are usually at my family gatherings were there, and everyone tried to be upbeat, but you could feel this continuous underlying sadness. i think that's what really got me... not so much the death of my aunt, because i hadn't seen her in years (she and my uncle divorced years ago) but rather the effect it had on people... especially her kids, my cousins, who i had never seen that way

-school this year = joke. bleh

-PSAT's, harder then last year? they shouldn't be, cause i'm older. but yes, i think they were harder then last year

-the book i plan to read tonight: animal farm by george orwell... even though i havent finished like 5 other books i need to finish. eh oh well

ok that's all of the updating that can be done for tonight, because if i want to finish this book i'd better start reading

goodnight my loves

EDIT: driving back from johnstown, out in western pennsylvania, i saw the most beautiful scenery i have ever seen in my entire life. it was completely desolate. all of the colors were so vibrant, and every silouette of a dying tree made me so nostalgic of something... and i'm still trying to understand how things that are dying and falling to pieces could easily be the most gorgeous things i have ever seen.

blue_glue @ 2004-09-20T22:37:00

2004-09-21T02:37:59Z

YOU ARE A WHORE... WHORE!

blue_glue @ 2004-07-06T22:13:00

2004-07-07T02:36:32Z

not boring</b>,

yes thats right kids, not boring. SO THERE MUST ABSOLUTELY BE THINGS TO DO. that is my final decision. 610.564.1092. thats my cellphone. CALL IT.

alright bitches im out

byeeeeee

Pick me up on your next trip to nowhere.

2004-02-22T22:15:02Z